Can't Concentrate

I've noticed I haven't been able to concentrate at work for a while now. My work is not getting done. I am double checking everything incase I make mistakes. I am just not motivated to work anymore. My mind is always thinking about him and its driving me crazy.

I was thinking back, why am I so upset this time round? It could be because we broke up when I was really really happy in the relationship. The timing of the breakup was at a time I least expected. If our love was dying off or we were starting to be unhappy then it wouldn't have hurt so much. But we broke up right when I started becoming very comfortable with him. Right when I was settling in. Right when I found I really fell in love with him.

I know there is nothing I can do now but to just live on without him. If I tell him what I am thinking, all he will feel is to feel sorry for me. Feel bad that he has hurt me. Feel bad that I am still feeling hurt. He will not do anything to help me. The only thing he can do is just to leave me alone.

I'm glad I have sort of blocked him off most things so I dont know what he is upto. Dont know where he is and what he is doing.

I will try and stay strong and move on.....