Depressing

Looking back at all my previous posts I was hoping that the posts would get happier and happier as time pasts? But it doesn't seem to be the case? The last post was not much different to the first few posts? How can that be? Its getting rather depressing! What can I do to fix this? I really have no idea?

It just seems the more posts I put up the more depressing I get? I'm suppose to be sharing my happy thoughts but they all seem to end up being sad posts?

I hope the next few will get better otherwise I might not post for a while.... just so that I dont see so many depressing thoughts pop up on this blog! : (