So ironic that this blog is titled my journey to happiness but seems like it's leading to my journey of unhappiness! :(
Been crying all night for no reason. Now I feel like I want to vomit for no reason. I feel like my mind is just so not right at the moment and is just going crazy about nothing.
I'm getting really scared. What is going on with me? I've never felt this bad ever in my life. I dont know what to do anymore. Don't know where my life is leading me. I feel empty. I feel hurt. I feel alone. I feel lost.
So what should I do now? I don't know. But I do know I should try to fall asleep again otherwise tomorrow I will be really dead. I already feel really tired as it is and I know this lack of sleep will make it even worse. I won't be able to think properly. Won't be able to function properly. I will be like a walking zombie! :(
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