Lately I've been staying at home a lot (so opposite to what I normally do). I feel so tired so staying at home on weekends and sleeping early on week nights helps. But I've realized the more I stay at home on my own the more lonely I feel hence the more sad I feel.
So it's a trade off now. Do I stay at home to fix my tiredness and be sad? Or do I go out and keep myself busy so I don't feel sad but will feel really tired??
Such a hard call!!!!
This weekend I've chosen to stay at home and just sleep and cry. I'll see where that gets me. If it doesn't fix my tiredness then I will need to reassess my situation!!!
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