There is an event tomorrow I was going to attend with my friends but he might also be there with his new gf so I have decided to avoid the event altogether. Should I be doing that? Am I ready to see them together? Should I protect myself incase I feel hurt? Or am I just being silly???
I mean why do I have to be the one not turning up? Why do I have to be the one sacrificing not to attend? Do I have to keep doing this? Maybe he is not going and I am deliberately not attending for no reason?
I was going to say today's task: "Do not need to avoid him anymore" But I don't want to commit to that right now just incase I do feel hurt when I see them together. So better not risk it just yet!! : ) So instead today's amended task is: "Do not do anything that has any chance of hurting my feelings. How ever big or small it may be!!!" :)
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