Why Relax?
I usually go away or plan things with friends during the holidays but this year I had planned to spend it all with someone special. It was suppose to be the happiest holidays for me but now its the most miserable holidays ever! : (
I previously was really looking forward to the warmer weather as there were so many things and places we had planned to go away to do. But now they will never happen. Now I have nothing to look forward to doing anymore.
I mean I still have time to plan something but it is just not the same. I'm really not in the mood to want to go out and enjoy myself. I'd rather just go home and continue crying in bed! This really is not the way to go about it but its too hard to force yourself to pretend you are having a great time with friends when in fact you'd rather be at home crying? This is a sad fact but true fact.
So today I decided maybe I should try for the first time accept the fact that I will be doing nothing these holidays and just do nothing for once? Just relax. If I want to stay in bed and cry all through the holidays then do that? Or I could just stay in bed and sleep through the holidays too? Maybe it will be enjoyable? Who knows?
So todays task I guess is "accept that you are not doing anything these holidays and actually do nothing and relax"
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