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I'm feeling fine today. Went out with friends to do some exercise then yum cha. Then went to a friend's place to celebrate her bday. Weather was really nice. So was just a perfect day! :)

Im really considering when he comes back from holidays to suggest if he can not contact me for a while. It's been nice that I haven't heard from him. I don't mind hearing from him, I don't mind seeing him but I guess I don't want to hear what they are doing together especially if they are doing things that he normally does with me.

I don't know how he can still talk to me without implying what they are doing together. So maybe not hearing all together is the best option. I will miss hearing from him but guess I better do what's best for me. My only concern is once I suggest this we might not talk again like before. Do I want to risk this? I guess if we are meant to chat we will chat again in the future. If he doesn't need me anymore and doesn't feel a need to chat to me anymore then we won't. Guess that's a risk I have to take.