Alone

I feel like a total wreck today. Yesterday went on a hike with a friend and she got lost. I was alone and didn't know what to do. I was really scared something might have happened to her. Strangers came to help me and took me to the police station. Later that day we found her.

I was so glad to see her. Didn't care what her reason was to have wondered off, as long as she is safe I dont care about anything else.

While I was waiting alone I felt so loney. I felt there is actually no one I could turn to. No one I could call to come and help me. I was all alone and helpless! Not just at the time but in general. My whole life now, I feel lonely and helpless.

I wanted to call him but I know I cant call him anymore. He will not come to help me. He doesnt have time for me anymore.

I am all alone!