Hate

Today I found I sort of dont have the miss him feeling anymore. And I think it's because I now hate him instead. Not sure if it's a good or bad thing. I've never hated anyone. I don't like hating anyone. But I now hate him!!

How can that be? What did he do?

Maybe that was his way of helping me? Deliberately make me hate him to forget him? He can't be that smart can he?