Friendship

I have actually been very happy lately. But today I actually got a bit angry at a few of his recent actions!!   Today I am starting to doubt the sincerity of our friendship. He may think what he is doing and his recent actions is the best for both of us but it's only the best for him.

When he needed me I was there for him. But when I need him in return he is no where. He keeps saying he is a true friend to me but I now dont feel it at anymore. I have many true friends and none of them would treat me like how he is treating me now.

So now I really doubt I want to make an effort to keep this friendship. He keeps saying he wants to keep this friendship but his current actions is actually putting me off. I feel if he does contact me after our break I might not bother with him anymore. If he wants to write to me he can but I don't feel I want to bother to reply to him anymore. I feel like its a waste of time. I'd rather do other things.

I'm starting to feel he is actually a very selfish person. I can't see him helping me anymore. He has done nothing to help me so what's the point to this friendship. It feels too one-sided effort from me and no return from him. That is not what friends are for.

Some friends tell me some guys are only here for a season. He must be my spring. Now that spring has past he has gone forever!