Bastard

I was really really happy for a while. He has now made me really angry. Angry of his actions. Angry that it took me a few wake up calls to realised how selfish a person he is.

Today I feel I don't want to keep this friend anymore. I use to want to keep hoping he is happy and stays happy. For the first time I want him to suffer. I don't hope that he will be happy anymore. He is a selfish bastard. And it's not worth me hoping the best for him anymore. I've always hoped for the best for all my ex's. He will be the first one I will really hate.

If he ever breaks up with his gf and comes to me wanting a friend to cheer him up I won't be there for him anymore. He's not here for me so why should I be there for him.

I have never really hated someone in my life. I just let them be. He is the first. And it's all due to his own wrong doing. Keep saying what he is doing is the best for both of us. It's only the best for him. He thinks he knows how best to handle these situations but he is wrong. What he is doing is the opposite to help. I've told him this re how he treats his ex's but he does not believe me. He thinks it's the girls that are crazy and unreasonable. They are reacting that way due to the way he treated them and now treating me.

Can't believe it has taken me so long to finally wake up that he is a prik. A real bastard. And I've concluded I don't want him as a friend anymore!