Contact

He just wrote to me. I thought the deal was he was not allowed to contact to me for a month? He broke it! : (

I was feeling down right before he wrote to me. Feeling the alone feeling and just wanting to hurry up and find someone.

Receiving his email was sort of a nice feeling. A feeling that he is actually still thinking about me enough to want to write to me? But that will just make it worse. He shouldn't be thinking about me and knowing he does actually makes it harder for me to move on.

I'm not sure if I should respond. I will decide tomorrow.